No, I know He isn't just there. My mother thinks, and I am now believing, that He hears my questions, and sees my pain. I think He is giving me the much needed shoulder. It's just that I am so overwhelmed when I leave the Church. IT is like someone is holding me and telling em to just let it out. I mean I do feel better after, except for the headache, but I do feel better.
No drama i my life right now. Thank God for that. Things are good, I am feeling good like I said. When I do think of her, it is mostly anger that I feel. Again, I think this is normal. One of the questions I wanted to ask your husband, is my recent feelings of anger towards her normal?