Good morning, a little tired today. Woke up before 5 and heard my heart beating loud, did my yoga breathing and was able to fall back to sleep also with a prayer.
Back to work today. Seems quiet. No indication if anyone saw the note on my monitor. time will tell
H was supposed to pick up D15 from soccer practice today and now she tells me there is a meeting at 6:30 for kids/parents. I sent an e-mail to H saying that can he go at 6:30 instead and attend the meeting. Waiting to hear back.
I do not want to cancel my meeting with the atty. I am worried being in this state. There is no legal seperation, no waiting period and community property. BUT it is a fault state -- and if that is the case I need to know what I have to do to charge H with adultery if need. I will not file first. I am just trying to be prepared in case. I do not want to be blindsided as I was when I found out H was having his A. I pray that the D word does not come up in January.
Hope everyone has peace and clarity today.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
