I just read it all. Dont have nearly enough time, but I'm so jealous of your deep and meaningful conversations.
Sorry that you feel sad - its normal and it shows that you really love him! Be patient sweetie - good things are coming I promise!
Just wondering if you could follow it up with a text message to say "Hi. It was so nice talking to you. I really miss our conversations. You know what I also miss? ________" insert something into blank bit that would give him a hint that you were thinking of him sexually. Not too over the top, and preferably something flirty and fun, not something intense. Subtle but something that he would instantly connect with.
You might need to leave our the line "I really miss our conversations" if you think he would interpret that as too much pressure / neediness. It has to be done in the tone of remembering good times, but accpeting that you are happily separated now. (I know its tricky!)
Maybe you could follow up with "I'm so glad you are living your dream, and experiencing so many cool things. You're an inspiration"
