Maybe a 180 in music is all you need. How bout jamming to some uplifting praise worship music. It can only boost your faith and resolve.
Praying for you.
Blessings for you.
Additionally with my Canadian bro's I get the full on experience that is a virtual concert hall since they have multiple full length concerts on DVD just to satiate their fans appetite. And you guessed it, I am the owner of every one of them from Toronto to Rio to Rotterdam (the one that was just released within the last couple of weeks and stubbornly seems to not be able to exit my player ...darn thing.
Have you heard "Your Grace is Enough"?--Chris Tomlin?
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
