Another Wife Hit By The Bomb #4

[Tawnya]

{{Sandi}} You are pretty much right on in your perception of me, my husband comes across as a "jerk" even when we were married "correctly" LOL..and I would almost always feel like I should apologize for him or correct him, which I'm sure is something he hated..

That said, I have caught myself more today saying I'm sorry and I make myself NUTS..LOL..when I talked to my hub on the phone tonight I said I'm sorry about blah blah and then repeated myself and said "I apologize about blah blah"..LOL..so I'm catching it..but goodness..it's like when you are looking at cars and find one you like and then you see them everywhere

Well...since my hub BARELY speaks to me, see my post from last night to talk about that..I can't say a time that he is more talkative than not..probably first thing in the morning..

Anyway..had a CRAPPY and good night tonight..but wow did I make my husband MAD..ANGRY..RIDICULOUSLY MAD..and I'm so glad I called him to tell him what I'd done over the phone..and I told him on the phone..'get it all out now cause I don't want to be yelled at anymore.." Honestly..he yelled and cussed and freaked out at me for at least 20-30 minutes..ok..so now you must be wondering what I did LOL

OK..and it was a little irrational and rational at the same time...our daughter will be 18 next month and a good friend of ours runs a car dealership..anyway..we went, my daughter and I, and got her a "new" car..it's not new but newer than the old, beat up 1991 explorer she has now. Now, I can totally see where I may get a 2 x 4..and I hear ya..but she is going to pay half, so really it's going to just cost me about $150 a month..not that horrible and it's a good car, low miles, and has a good warranty on it..so HONESTLY the reason I didn't talk to hub about it was because she and I were going to make the payments and he wouldn't have to worry about it..

So..cut to his side, which I can see..he went BALLISTIC..told me I was spinning it like he didn't care about the kids, that I was trying to cut him out..etc etc..you get the deal..I didn't think, how much would it cost..I am strapping myself..etc etc..

We went thru a long convo about how I wouldn't be cutting him out like that..never went thru my mind, I would work another job before I let it become an issue, you know..I Told him I would even trade in my NEW car if it came down to it..that would certainly cover most of the cost of this car for sure..

Anyway..that was my night and I'm exhausted from being yelled at on the phone for over 30 minutes..

Tawnya