I just got these two emails from my H. I am crushed. I am absolutely devasted.
I'm going to pray to God now. I don't know what to think or feel.
"Hey ___ [my pet name],
Just wanted to write and let you know that I went ahead and got that place. I'll need to turn the power on some time this week. I'll go to the power company and ask them what we need to do about switching the power and putting it in your name at the house. I just want to make sure that you are covered and not getting screwed. I'll find out and will let you know. I'll start packing this weekend. I'll also give you the house key back this weekend. Okay Andi, I'll keep you informed.
H"
"___ [my pet name],
I also just wanted to write to see if your okay and if things were still scary across the street. Even though we are separated I still care for you and hope everything is safe.
H"
Guys, i don't know what to do. it hurts, and I am scared.