Oh Belle, I know that pain of thinking about the OW and H all the time and how that makes you feel. The only thing I can tell you is to try real hard not to give that situation more power in your life. There is nothing you can do about it right now, but you can GAL and do things for you. The more you dwell, the more your thoughts and insecurities will sabatoge all of your efforts.
I am not saying that what he is doing is right in anyway shape or form, it absolutely is not. I know how difficult it can be to deal with the disrespect, I know the thoughts running through your head, but you must try very hard to keep up all the good work you are doing for yourself. Keep going to church and doing all the activities you are doing and when that little devil pops up on your shoulder again, brush him off and continue to work on you. You are doing really great-focus on the positives! I say this knowing the heavy burdens you are carrying in your heart-and saying all of this is much much easier than applying them, but I really believe that applying the DB principles will help no matter what the outcome is.
