Uh, oh, I am in trouble........I just postedin my thread.
I am a beautiful woman and a wonderful mother!!!!!
Well, atleast I am a wonderful mother!
What is it with you women !!! lol...I got a friend here who is also beautiful but she can't see it.
Trust me, I'm no oil painting but I am beautiful. You gotta think it yourself and have confidence people else nobody else will think it.
Had cracking night last night. Out from 4pm til 2am with Beer, Wine, Vodka and sambucca's all flowing and tho no hangover, I am shattered today. Really hit a wall now and just want my bed !! lol.
Had some wierd texts from mumoftwo35 yesterday and think we were both mis reading each others texts a little as she thought I was getting serious because I was asking about her sitch. She rang me last night tho and all is cool, but I really don't think anything more is going to happen anyway. She says things are complicated, which is fine, but doesn't seem to want to tell me exactly what that means. Have a hunch it is quite a recent seperation and probably best to steer clear.
Mike-Now you folk from Tenessee- have a very distinct accent!
you are joking here right?? I talk to 2 people who are from Jersey and they have accents..Kim was raised in New York and when she talks to her childhood friends it pulls her New York accent out..
went out in the end last night and had a blast. met another girl too...lol. smallworld28 I will call her as we have a common circle of friends it seems. people she knows, I know etc and her ex went to school with friends of mine. Always some sort of complication eh ? She might of even ggone to scholl wwith my BIL it seems...lol
Anyway, we ended up walking half way home for about an hour at 3am in the freezing cold but I hardly felt it. felt really at ease and comfortable with her and got texts checking I got home safely. seems nice, but as with mumoftwo35, will just play it as it is. Oh and got home to 4 texts from mumoftwo35 too and some more this morning. Hope this doesn't get awkward...lol...Like buses I guess, none for a few months then 2 close together
oops, just seen other place on friends phone. I might of had one to many sat night or smallworld28 has changed a lot since the last of the photo's went up. The mousey brown haired slim girl I recall vaguely is a peroxide blonde size 14....
Think this might be my wake up call to cut down the drinking a bit or certainly to avoid the vodka
definate beer goggles i'm affraid. Can see why tho, she looks nice in some photo's but really not for me. Going for lunch Weds with mumoftwo35 anyways, me likes her better but it seems more awkward thoshe seems keener.
smallworld28 not been texting at all today tho, bit weird as she seemed keen to meet up yesterday
Bit uneventful last couple of days, but I am having a bit of a downer time at the moment. Work is getting really full on with being asked a lot of stuff I don't understand as not been shown, trained or whatever, sleeping badly (part self inflicted as going to bed way to late) and not done any exercise for like 8 weeks + since had this cold. Think the cold is still here through most of the above.
So, gotta get back running ASAP (tomorrow now as got my boys today) and start hitting the hay by 11pm latest for a few weeks. I am also going to do myself a bit of a planner for general things as I am so unorganised and things just don't get done. I slipped back a bit into DAM the last fortnight so need to sort myself out again. Not in how I would be when with a woman but I'm a bit of a slob beer monster at the moment. Don't get me wrong, will still go out and socialise but hopefully not to the point where I can't remember my night.
Bit of a self analysis post I guess, seeing things in myself I'm not liking creeping in so need to sort myself out.
Wow. Just spoken to mumoftwo35 and since that chat we have called it off. She kinda beat me to the punch as I was writing the text as we hers came through. she should of been more honest in the first place if you ask me, but say she is seperated but ex still wants in. Her parents are super gutted about it all so she doesn't want to upset them, but basically, it's all for her gain. Her ex is still paying for shedloads whilst living at his mums and they haven't started the divorce process yet. If your gonna do it, do it and don't go meeting other people if your not in a position to do so. she says very few people know, it all sounds very odd to me so better off out of it.
Sure she does really want to know, but is more preoccupied with keeping up appearances and not rocking the boat. Well, that's what seperation is and does so deal with it.
I probably sound more bothered than I am there, I'm more annoyed than anything that if your start having (what I guess is) an EA with someone, either tell them the facts from the off or don't do it.
