T2L, well day from h%ll. AGAIN. I come in this morning and taped to my monitor is this....
Your husband is screwing the pig ____ _____.. what a dumb a$$
out in the open. some people come in at 6:00 am...I came in at 8:40 am so I do not know who saw it if anyone.
I took it down and tried to call H. No answer -- I do not leave message. I am really shook up. Go into restroom and probably cry for 1/2 hour. Cleaned myself up and went to yoga during lunch. stressing stressing.
I start to freak out (forget DBing), and go to my H's office. H at his desk and i said here is what I came into this morning and tape on his monitor, I want to talk to you outside. H turns pale, and we go out. I said this is destroying not only your career but mine. I think someone wants me to know so when you get turned in they will say I knew about it and did nothing. H says I think it was one of the 2 girls in the other office and I think the e-mail you got was from OW xBF. I said who cares who sent it--people know and I think it is getting around to everyone. I tell H look what this has done -- I shake his arm and say WAKE up. what are you doing. This is nothing but a sleazy A with your employee. H said well our M was no good and I wanted out. So I said so that was the reason you had to go and cheat. I said when the day is done it was all about sex. It started off as a mistake and will only get worse. WTH do you think this is Romeo and Juliet and look what happened to them. I said quite a bit more (definitely Love busting) but at that point I was over the edge. Then I drop the bomb. I am tired of staying here being embarrassed, hurt, shamed because of YOUR actions. After the new year, I am going to look for a job back East and move there. It is a shame because I like it here and like the warm weather. I am NOT going to wait for you to lose your job or being embarrased by your actions and I am taking D15 with me. so H in fog fog fog babble says you are just leaving because I don't want the M anymore. I said the M was s$it, I never want to go back to that lousy M, I have been working on myself and making good changes and I will meet someone new and they will have all the benefits unlike you who jumped into this A and has changed none of your behavior. Isn't that what you want for me to "move on" and then I will have a good guy that will be involved in our lives and you could stay here and ROT in Tx with OW. If you want me then you will you have to fight for me but in the east. I am so done. That note was so true -- OW is a pig and you are a dumb a..
I lost it maybe for good. H did not show one sign of being out of the fog and I think he was looking at me as a "science experiment". Time to go dark. Wedding ring comes off as of tomorrow and when the questions start I am going to say "ask H". this has been one of my lowest momemts. T2L, I will be home tonight. I hope your day goes better than mine when H shows up again at your house. aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
