the kids are innocent victims that is for sure. My heart just crumbles thinking of what I did to them.

I also took your quote from I Corithians and posted it on our bedroom mirror. I went to church again this Sunday and was able to sit down with one of the elders and talk. It felt so good.

Just trying to give you insight into my sitch and what "brought me around". Everyone is different. When is he due back home?