I don't want to throw the family away, believe me, Im just tired, tired of the comments and belittling. Its demeaning the things he says, and I think he is so self absorbed, that knowone could make this man happy.
I would have no problem going to counseling, him I don't know. He hasen't been interested in the past. I will ask, but will certainly not get my hopes up.
His personality is such that he nees Constant reassurement in every area, Ok, its totally impossible for anybody to do that.
When you have small kids at home, it makes it that much harder. I know he feels left out, and Im not doing it on purpose, they have been sick now for so long, and all they want is me. What am I supposed to do? I can't be everything to everybody, although that is what he expects from me.
I am definately losing myself in the shuffle.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
