...Speaking of avoidance. I went to wal-mart this weekend...saw xh's car in the parking lot and I just decided to leave. Is that bad? A part of me feels like I am letting him control what I do and where I go, but I just didn't feel like seeing him and OW there. I am not ready for that.
Naw, not bad. Given enough time you'll go on in anyway. You will know when the time is right.