Back on from a long time gone. H is still in contact with OW. Caught him telling her he loves her. Then tells me that he is here with me and to "just be patient, I am trying" Some days I just want to it end, me and him and others want to stay and fight for this. I have driven myself crazy snooping around his cell, computer and stuff and I just don't want to do that anymore. At this point what more am I going to find out? Nothing I have not seen already. Just venting.
Me 40 H 41 T17/M14 Sons 7 and 4 OW - yes for over a year "I don't know what I want" 5/29/08
