Maybe a 180 in music is all you need. How bout jamming to some uplifting praise worship music. It can only boost your faith and resolve.
Praying for you.
Blessings for you.
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too