I understand the living on a fault line. A real balancing act.Trust and faith.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
Maybe a 180 in music is all you need. How bout jamming to some uplifting praise worship music. It can only boost your faith and resolve.
Praying for you.
Blessings for you.
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too
I am VERY eclectic in my musical stuff. But my bailout (how interesting that I picked that one) music is and always will be RUSH. It is an addiction that is in the vicinity of 27 years strong for me. They have been a staple with me for that long and I to them. It is almost borderline idolatry but I surely have my limitations. I do not quite worship them but they have an amazing energy and spirit that is immensely refreshing to me starting at my ears (which work far less after those 27 years ..especially with the many years of airplane racket as well) and spilling over to the rest of my cells. To me (and the rest of their faithful throng) they are truly skilled musicians who have a profound respect and for the craft and their fans. I have seen them on tour a couple dozen times. And because I am blessed to have the job that I do, I made use of my airport access badges to "conveniently" be present upon the arrival of their chartered Challenger Jet. The respect for their fans was evident in the fact that they shook my hand and gave me their 'John Hancocks'. Anyway ..enough about them.
Among the other wide array of music that I listen to (thinking to what is lingering around in the vicinity of my players) you would find:
1) Eric Bibb - an incredibly gifted soulful inverse blues (..my descriptor) acoustic guitarist/singer/writer
2) Seal - A blast from the past ..a nice one
3) The Canton Spirituals - A group of probably 5 or more black choral gospel performers from Memphis (I think) .. ----> I believe that was perhaps my intial foray into the Christian musical scene and I am extremely happy w/ that disk
4) Yes - another '70's icon that goes hand in hand with being a RUSH fan pretty much
And one recording that I can't count as my own because it has gone awol since my darling high-tailed herself to the other side of town is... Sarah McGlaughlin (doesn't look right ..but you get the pic). She is wonderful to listen to. That Mirabelle (or something close) performance ...WOW.
One day at a time brother.Jesus is always with you.the dog needs his own headphones.
Her love and loyalty towards me is pretty amazing. Guess it lets me truly believe the love connection (albeit the ..man --> 'best (too furry)friend' ) is one that I excel at. Could there be any crossover and/or usefulness to this R to other ones? Let's hope so! Rue (a canine-ette ) is so attached to me (at times irritatingly so ..lol) that she does in fact brave the intense lovely noise (surely to her master) and remain within a treats throw of me.
If I should upgrade my aviation headset for the holidays then there would be a spare pair for her to donn during these indulgences of mine. LOL. I probably am making her deaf in the mean time. Heyyy .... (light bulb comes to life) maybe that's why she is not coming when called ...LOL ...nnnnNNNaaahhh she is just stubborn like all them bitches (grammatically and syntactically correct so my butt is covered there HAHA!)
Maybe a 180 in music is all you need. How bout jamming to some uplifting praise worship music. It can only boost your faith and resolve.
Praying for you.
Blessings for you.
Additionally with my Canadian bro's I get the full on experience that is a virtual concert hall since they have multiple full length concerts on DVD just to satiate their fans appetite. And you guessed it, I am the owner of every one of them from Toronto to Rio to Rotterdam (the one that was just released within the last couple of weeks and stubbornly seems to not be able to exit my player ...darn thing.
But I aparently will be spending the immediate aftermath of the holidays at a ski cabin. So it appears I will be shifting my solitary life from my semi-regular residence (apt) to the cabin for that week of vacation.
I need prayers a plenty in order to try and counteract my mindset and if that domino should happen to fall to counteract my solitaryness.
Suddenly 1 stainkin day apart from darling seems like 1600. Sigh
