well it's midnight, damn right, we're wound up too tight I've got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit me that chitt makes me bat chitt crazy we've got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
we're screaming like demons and swinging from the ceiling I got a fist full of fifties the tequilia just hit me no class, no taste, no shirt 'N chitt faced we got'em lined up shot down firin' back straight crown
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
ticking like a time bomb drinking till the nights gone get your hands off of this glass last call my asss no chains, no lock N' this train wont stop we got no fear, no doubt all in balls out
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
It's just one big juggling party all the time.
My life in a nutshell..all is well at the moment. CSR38 is a bit clingy which I don't like much..MHS38 is not as clingy, which I don't like much but it's all good. I guess I could be sitting at home with Rosie...so I'm getting out, living life, functioning quite well, feeling and going with it..
The weekend went well. The date went really well and we both were quite comfortable..MHS38 has has a rough go of her life with her ex..so...I'm being extremely careful not to rush in and rescue her. I think it's a really good thing that I'm aware of that..it makes me go slow, be cautious and wary. She's very independant now but I also know exactly what she has experienced and been through so I know what's been lacking in her previous relationship. Which empowers me to a certain extent but also scares me a bit..hence my
with great knowledge comes great power reference. So my new mantra..Mike must not rescue, Mike must not be a hero(relationship wise). unless of course someone is trapped in a burning building..
Caleigh and I....ginger bread house, Xmas tree..interactions with Kim..pretty much NIL..she did give me a check for the $340 she owes me..she ask me to hold it until this Thursday..the untangling continues and hopefully Kim's healing begins..
It would be my greatest Christmas wish for an ill word or an ill thought not to be had between us...because really and truly our Divorce just .."is what it is"
it's odd for me..detachment is a weird thing....makes me wonder if I ever really loved Kim??
and another side note..the other night when out at the "Cowboy" first time ever..a girl ask me to dance..never happened before..
but it's all good. I guess I could be sitting at home with Rosie...so I'm getting out, living life, functioning quite well, feeling and going with it..
