I was unfaithful #4

[mamanpc]

hi Sanderika,
I met a former office colleague of mine who has just remarried her H - they had been D for 5 years.

So i would say BRAVO to you for all that you're doing, i think you are DEFINITELY doing it right! i hope that i will be able to do the same kind of thing you are doing.

My H is still in the house, doesn't want to D, and we ML while he has just engaged in a PA that he's absolutely thrilled about. The encounter with OW dates from when i was a WAS. So i think that i have to accept what i've created through my own stumbling life-path. I wasn't able to communicate in a more effective way to H and while i regret it very very very much i can't go back in time and change what i did now.

This is the 1st week of full-fledged PA so i'm in tremendous pain but i know that i have to go through the mourning process: denial/anger/bargaining/sadness/acceptance. I am somewhere right smack in the middle of this process: anger/bargaining/sad.