I was just teasing you.. I know you didn't mean anything negative! *hugs*
Do you have expectations and intentions? Does lil john want a warm place to burrow or is Giovanni more interested conversation? What do you want.. need?
Saying this is very new to you is like putting a bloody hand in shark infested waters. Dang.. there I go again.. telling folks what to do.
Find your way.. John.. and listen to that voice within.