He went to court today and I am now divorced. I had a very rough day.......lots of crying and went to sit with his aunt because I could not stand to be alone. He called though and we talked this afternoon.....I was terrified that once this went through he would say it was over, but I just kept the conversation nonchalant and when he had to go I did not say ILY.....just bye and he said ILY to me. Talked with him just now and once again same pattern so it is a wait and see game. This is really hard though and my emotions are so overboard right now. We are still piecing though so I still have hope in my heart.
