morning my dear brother! how is your friday?? its cold here today, down in the teens overnite. washing my hunting clothes, I am going to try for my buck later today. thinking and processing and praying today. hugs
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
with me Friday's don't necessarily have the same feel to them that most everyone else gets. Cuz I fly every Friday night. But still it is flying right ..not exactly working.
Plus I make up for it cuz I then don't return to the "grind" (haha) until Monday night. So I can sleep in on Monday AM's. Still trying to condition my body to do it though. There is always alcohol. LOL
Have a super w/e everybody. Mine should be fairly quiet. I hope to be catching a movie with my darling tomorrow sometime. She said she was wanting to do that or for us to just stay in and watch a rental. She loves to take in a movie anyway, anyhow, etc. She lives to sit and watch movies. And while there are few movies that have been made in the last very long while which can reall grab and hold my attention, she always manages to be able to do that . I just love that I can be doing stuff with her once again.
I reach out to my Lord with a smile for He is oh so good.
hey my brother, letting you know sarah conner didnt see a single bambi, what did you do to arrange that lol??
thank you for always checking on me. thank you for being my friend and brother on our journey.
much love and sweet dreams, dream well my friend.
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
yeah I need to check into dreamland about now for my daytime portion of my sleep-time. wish me luck on that. it can be hit or miss. hopefully it is hit. afterall, mustn't be cranky for my together time later today.
and right back at ya for the loving support that we provide each other, carrying out the Lord's plan. You're better at it than me perhaps. Thanks for being there.
I realize that my perspective on things is very microscopic at the moment and the "this too shall pass" mentality is somewhere in my arsenal (if I only knew where), but this w/e went down kind of like drinking a nice cold (and the cold part can easily be had around these parts at the moment)glass of wikedly sharp fragments of glass. Or perhaps that would have been a welcome beverage.
Just trying to keep somewhere in the same continent of my objective. Just trying to epoxy myself to my great and loving Lord. Just not seeing it that way right about.
Feed me some cool-aid. Don't much care what it might be laced with. I am in the grips of something far greater than I (is that you Lord?). It rather feels like an alligators teeth around my neck.
The question that just popped into my head is ....."If I would have known how brutal being M'd (even for this short little while) was going to be ahead of time, would I still have chosen to exchange vows?
Things that make you go HHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm!
If nothing else it is a musical day. That has always been my MO, when I get knocked a$$ over tea kettle by the matrimonial mess. I become one with my comfy chair as I push the decibels of the home entertainment system to new extremes. The simulated concert hall experience with RUSH providing the soundscape and pushing me further to deafness. Just want to block it all out. Pardon me while I repack the poor dog's ears with cotton or get her some ear protection. As I told her (the dog that is).. we don't need both of us to be deeeeeef.
Jesus where are ya. Cascade your Spirit upon me that I may carry on attempting to follow your ways infused with love.
One day at a time brother.Jesus is always with you.the dog needs his own headphones.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023