It's Complicated!

[glamgirl]

H just called again. Let me know how his day went. He said he would be over on Monday and that he would get the kids from school. This will be a big help for me, since all I need to do then is come home from work and make dinner.

Thanks BM for the encouragement. Praying always helps me out.

Naej thanks for posting and giving good advice. It is always nice to hear another perspective.

MWG and PH the enemy is on attack. It always amazes me how the enemy just sneeks in and captivates my thoughts then I go down this negative path rather than celebrating all that h and I have accomplished.

It was only a mere year ago that we went to our first mc and h said I am only here because Glam asked me and that all I want is us to be able to communicate for the kids sake. I do not believe h was interested in reconciliation a year ago. This is not something I ask him, but by his actions I do think he feels like we could possibly work. He does seem to think more of us as a couple rather than me me me.

H said he missed me today when he ended the call. I do want to believe that one day he will return home where he belongs.