It's Complicated!

[glamgirl]

Ok on Saturday h came over. I did mention to him if he got my messages he said no. He seemed suprised that I had called. I had invited him to dinner on Friday evening with us, but he didn't get the messages.

Now I wasn't in the best of moods, I think the enemy is on attack. H said Glam you are in a pissy mood. It was showing. I said sorry h, didn't mean to be in that kind of a mood or that it was showing.

He said what is wrong. Ok I didn't want to open the door and say h you are what's wrong. What do you think, we live apart and it's not ok. I wasn't going to go there, since it wouldn't be fair to launch that on my h. I just mentioned a few things that were bothering me.

H suggested he could take the kids and just leave. Meaning let me be in my mood and he would come back later. I said not necessary, that I would try to snap out of it.

Part of it I was having a pity party for myself, so I jumped into making us lunch and cleaning up a little and focused on what I did have.

Then I researched some Christmas Tree farms and found one to go pick out our tree. H and I took a nap on the couch before we left. H seems to sleep an awful lot.

I finally woke him up and said h if we want to get the tree we better go now, since it closes at 5pm.

We headed out. Picked out a really nice tree and cut it down ourselves. It was a cool farm with a lake, ducks, and Santa was visiting with his sleigh. A very nice Santa might I ad.

The kids had a great time. We then came home decorated the tree and made some hot chocolate and listened to Christmas Carols. It was nice. I do have to admit though that I really wasn't much in the spirit. I used to love to decorate the whole house, now I just put a few things up and call it a holiday.

It's called simplifying the holidays. Then h took us out for a late dinner in his car.

He is going out of town on Sunday, so when he left he said I will call you tomorrow. Gave me a nice hug and kiss goodbye.