When my ex's mid life crisis started I had panic attacks - horrible.
I went to my doctor and he put me on a anti anxiety drug until I could cope better.
I feel just like you do this month. I feel like I have about had as much pain as I can take. It is the Holidays that have been especially hard for me. That as well as the fact that my children are hurting also.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11