Hugs to you!!!! I'm glad to hear your update...I've had you in my heart.
You do sound pretty good considering!! And, you knew to expect the cold tone after the discussion on Thursday. That's just the way it works!
I agree with Tawnya...you just have to stay busy. I've been without my boys every other weekend since August 1. And, I believe that last night was the first weekend night that I was totally alone. And, I was cool with it!!! In fact, I took that long bath that Tawnya mentioned, I read a trashy novel, and I went to bed early! And, I really enjoyed the time alone!! So, until you get there, make as many plans as you can!
And, while there is always a chance your H (and mine for that matter) will wake up and see how foolish they've been, there's a chance that you (and I) won't be interested anymore by then too! I think that's okay! I saw H twice the weekend, and I honestly didn't like him either time. I told someone today, if I'd just met him, I wouldn't consider dating him!!! Maybe that's part of detaching!!
Love to you, TxMom!!!
Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
