ICK! Clearly I am nowhere near detached enough.

I just got a call from our doctor's automated appointment confirmation service. Why can't he just have the calls go to his cell or office???

Anyway, I tried to send an email but could not log into my email. Called H, knowing he'd never take my call. Left a brief message, tried to sound upbeat.

Now the stinking adrenaline is pumping. I cannot believe how awful it feels to call my H. I cannot believe I have trepidation about talking to him. This feels like crap.


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