'Waiting' is tormenting. 'A' never really initiated too much. He has always been great at returning calls. He lives spur of the moment.
I wonder what is going through his head. Sometimes, I just want to ask him what the big deal is. I want to tell him all the things that I have been advised not to say--I miss you, come home, let's do fun stuff together, come on, don'tya wanna be with me forever and ever...buddy...huh?
