Tuesday cont I tell W....if you want to be with him so bad just go! Of course she says she can't cause of the kids...blah blah blah. I tell her let's go sit down and write up a 50/50 agreement rite now and we can both sign it. We calm down and head to the kitchen table...get some paper....she says she can't....SHE can't trust me! Trust me...I tell her she is the one who has broken my trust.
I remind her of the BS papers she gave me...and the child molester crack All the stories of her and OM she told me about All the times she told ME NOT to trust her
I got the feeling she is REALLY scared of what I do know
We quit that and ahead off to our seperate beds
I wake up Wednesday and think to myself....why am I being SO "fair" about this...why should I "settle" for 50/50???
My L and I had a discussion. The battle will me slightly uphill for me....But I do have alot going my way. I meet most of the criteria for see custody....the judge we will have is "pro dad"....why shouldn't I go for broke and make HER bargain with me!!
Wed thurs and Friday I barely speek 50 words to W. She called me a few times...I text a response..I did not even email or text her first with anything....she noticed. One of my replies to her was....I can't believe anything you tell me rite now please understand why I don't want to talk to you. I relived some of the things she told me about her and OM ....meeting him when me and the girls were home....I know of 2 of these occasions by her own admission. I am having HUGE issues with trusting her parenting decisions when we are D....look at the ones she made when we were M!! She "insists" they are not related....she still says that sh!t now....the kids are taken care of...I am not making bad parenting decisions!! BS!! I am taking care of them!!!
Gotta go back to work......Will have more later.
H 34 W 31 M 11yrs D 11 D 9
6-1-08 I wanted to fix marriage 6-11-08 I found out about OM
