Yesterday was really good, but still no ML. H "fondled" me a couple of times, but nothing more. While I wish this was happening more frequently, I honestly would rather have the hugs and affection that he's been starting to show me. ML happened even when he was incredibly cold and distant, but affection did not.
This morning I made breakfast, and we hung out a little bit. H looked at the Czech Republic book some more. Now turns out I left my debit card in town yesterday, so I am on the train headed back to collect it. I'm buying a travel book for Brazil while out, and H also asked for me to buy one for California, as we might spend a few days there. I LOVE planning trips, and H had always had me do all the planning. Even though he called it pressure later, he never had any ideas for trips nor did he ever want to do the research, bookings etc. So this time I'll just make sure that any place we are going to/staying down to the last detail is discussed. Him picking a restaurant from the Czech Republic book was a great start. When I was enthusiastic about his choice, he seemed REALLY proud. I'm hoping he will come up with the Brazil itinerary too, or at least make some suggestions. At least with the Mexico trip, it's really all him. He speaks Spanish. His family is involved etc. I am more or less along for the ride.
I am getting so excited for next month now, Czech Republic, then Seattle, then California then Mexico!
OK almost to town now, will post later.
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
