Well we crossed again! It's kind of neat that I imagine we are having coffee and talking together, and we really are!
He is thinking about you, and the scanner thing shows that he truly cares. It's sad that he feels like he doesn't belong, but that is his guilt. It's also very telling that he doesn't want to stay with her. If he love her they would be together and make a family. He doesn't want that.
TJMaxx is my favorite store. I almost went yesterday, but restrained myself. Just got groceries and went to Walmart.
I'll be thinking of you and will check back in. Be strong.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.