only diff maybe is that i did not admit PA until 3 years later. My H knew i was lying and moved out and in and when i finally came clean he moved back home, only to move out and on 3 months later.
I hate my position. I remember screaming at H in that first year following discovery of texts that I did not love him. NOW due to contrary nature of us humans , i am madly in love with him and he is not with me.
This OW is not sexual yet and i also may be making more of it than needs be. but it clouds my every moment with him and when i am not with him. Actually what it is, is insight into how hurt he must of been. I cannot get my head around H with another woman. The pain is unbearable.
I have just left his mums house early after an early xmas dinner. It went exactly as I thought. H was pleasant as of there was nothing going on. therefore his family are oblivious to how he is traeting me and saying to me. his mum cried when I arrived and cried when i left. This is the first xmas without her husband of 52 years and she had to deal with this.
I will read your stitch and see if i can offer any insight for you.
