I was unfaithful #4

[mamanpc]

hello Mof3
My sitch is a little bit like yours - see my thread.

I also had a PA, left H (very probably MLC for me). Subsequently he had a woman neighbor of ours come live with him and the kids. Meanwhile i realised that this was not at all what i wanted and came back. H went to live with OW for a few weeks then came back to our family house and to me.

Now H is back living with me but has returned to OW after first announcing to me his intent to get physical with her again... yet he still deisires, wants to sleep in same bed wirh me and ML too. I am talking to a DB coach Mon because i'm lost as to what would best for me to do at this stage.

i appreciate very much Sanderika's post as i think that helps me a lot.

i also think that a lot of this has to do with how much i have hurt H and that it will take a LOT of time.

He also doesn't understand how i could have said i didn't love him anymore, never really had etc (typical MLC stuff) and now i love him madly and only want to be with him...

Hang in there, M!