thank you T \:\)

you should definitely let that creativity loose! I'm also learning a lot in that as well.

Had another band meeting. I think we did a lot this time working on my song. next week is one of the other guy's song, so that will be a whole new experience for me, to try to think of things for someone elses work.

one thing I know I'm going to have a hard time with is having a stage presence. having a personality on stage rather than just letting words come out of my mouth. I've always had choreography or something that told me what to do, nothing that I just did cause it was me. My drummer told me that was something I need to do, discover ME, and let it out. That he thinks I have a lot hidden in there and I'm guarding it. problem is, I'm not sure what I'm hiding!!! I used to be crazy silly retarded when I was younger, and since being M and having kids, I've really gotten old. I haven't been that weird person in almost 15 years so it's kinda hard to try to get that back.

anyways, I told him, I'll definitely be praying about it!

so, that's it for me. God bless all of you!

oh, and I'm gonna post a positive message for those believers out there.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."