Hi Glam, it is just a set back, it's hard this time of year. Most of us reach a point of questioning what we actually want and how possible that is-realistically. We realise another year has passed and we are a year older but maybe not wiser or happier. Life moves on and we seem to have our heads looking backwards or way into the future when we hope things will be better,but we actually live in the now. So when others appear to be happy and in a loving relationship we feel our loss and the wasted years more keenly. It is no bad thing to question and not always a negative thing, we need this to keep our GAl ing momentum going. You wouldn't drive with your eyes shut would you, so why live your life that way. Maybe your tired of the holidays as you have them so make new traditions,change what you do and how you celebrate. When the children are grown it is never the same and we try to get that magic back and it doesn't work. In true DB spirit do a 180 and change how you celebrate. I know you have a little one but you can still alter some of the things. Take care.
