The emotions that you are going thru are all normal.....what we do with them is the most important! You have a rite to be angry....what you do with it is most important. Same with the other emotions you are going thru. Anger/pain/ love...I know they are ALL there rite now...deal with them 1 at a time. It will seem hard at first to do because they are ALL rite at the very top. Just because you feel 1 way rite this very second....does not make that 1 the winner. You have to let them each go thru you....this does not mean taking them out on H....sometimes just typing this stuff up is not enough. For awhile when I would become angry at my W I would do pull ups and chin ups and push ups till I was exhausted!! Other times I would call my mom and yell about what was happening to me to her. Once I actually turned up the stereo real loud....and walked around the house yelling lime a mad man!!
Hope this rambling on helps somewhat.....
H 34 W 31 M 11yrs D 11 D 9
6-1-08 I wanted to fix marriage 6-11-08 I found out about OM
