Woog here is a wish for both of us, and many others......
May we experience the kissing stuff again in the New Year, with someone special...........although come to think of it, it IS mistletoe season...
I was actually thinking of a college friend of mine who emailed me pictures from her second wedding over the summer. She was married, had 2 kids, got divorced (I hadn't heard about the divorce), and 2 years later here she was getting married again. For some reason today that came into my mind and I tried to imagine looking into someone else's eyes (other than H) and wanting to marry them...........obviously, it CAN happen.
Anyway I am wishing for big things for you.............
Oh Woog, ((()))) I am so sorry you feel down, sometimes we just have to let these feelings flow through us, but only for a while. Then it is time to dust ourselves off and join in with life. I had to start with really small things. like a walk on a crisp sunny day. The first snowdrop peeking out, a smile given and received from a stranger. Keep counting those blessings. It is hard this time of year for us all,but especially so for those who will be alone/ single for the first time. I wish I could say/ do more but I am thinking of you.