The opening and ending line to the song "Into the Void".
Nine Inch Nails.


"tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away"

I am just a messed up person now and I certainly don't deserve to have friends like ya'll that care about me so much.

I'm not the same person that I was before my sitch began. Now I'm not the same person I was after my sitch began. I was messed up when this crap started and now I'm a different kind of messed up.

I'm frustrated, in more ways than one. I'm hurt. I'm scared. I'm impatient. I'm lonely. I'm jealous. I'm envious. I'm confused. I'm happy most of the time now. I'm tired. I'm full of life. I'm a caring person. I'm broke. I'm a great dad and at the same time, a terrible dad. Just like I'm a great husband, and a sh*tty one. I'm up. I'm down. I'm a great friend.

I'm sorry. I'll get better.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."