I had a good day yesterday but feel pretty crap today. It is the silence that I hate.
I am so impatient to be important to someone again. i think that is the hardest thing. Friends and family are all good but to not have a significant other care about your day , or miss you is the tough bit.
The no or reduced contact by me is good Dbing but why does he not call. e is very stubborn and he knows me very well. He knows i will eventually drum up an excuse to call. I can go for long periods with out doing this but it does take a lot of energy.
how long is to long to wait ?
I know he is thinking about me sexually. Every conversation it is introduced and I am asked if I miss him for that. He has commented on looking good. I dont know if they are baby steps or if what.
My first goal is to have him call me ! My second goal is to have him make a date !
