in 20 min or so I'm going to see H and we're going to tell our D17 about our sitch (H doesn't know yet but this time he will have to face it). The friend of a friend I've mentioned a few days ago has returned with the news about our S and H living with OW and the news haVE been spreading like forest fire. I've got two e-mails already! there is nothing else left but tell our D now, over the phone,three weeks prior to Xmas, 2 weeks prior to her Bday! While we're at it, I'm going to have a major R talk withH, I'm afraid. I'm going to tell him that I don't want to be friends, at least UNTIL I AM READY to be friends with him. I don't want daily phone calls either. In short, I want out of limbo, thank you very much for the ride, I'm off. I'm very emotional now, after all I was covering for him for two years, telling D17 BS about Dad's work and how he's working hard to make living and pay for her education. wish I had 36 hours to think it over... or 24... But I called H already and I cannot afford to lose another day. D17 is my priority now, DBing comes next. The best I can do is not to cry in front of him. ok, he's here. wish me luck!
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
