This morning I am numb....shed a few tears but not many....don't know if I have anymore....unfortunately I have to deal with the reality of it all...I am just going to try and take it one day at a time...I have to...
Yes, he is going to start working extra...he has to...I refuse to pay for this child....especially since my H is now with another person...not even with me...absolutely not....I deserve to live my life as I have been....
He has to be in a panic right now....which is why he told me he is a zombie....of course he is....now he is living to support 3 households....wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't have a nervous breakdown sometime soon...but not my problem....I am not going to contact him at all....I have no reason to anymore...he can come get S11 and spend time with him but that will be my extent...let him swim in this mess for now....I'm all out of energy....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
