Tossing and turning over H and his "relationship" with OW.
Makes me so angry, and makes me feel sooooooo disrespected.
I know forgiveness is best for me, but how do you forgive when the disrespect is still going on.
In my tossing and turning, mulled over the fact that I don't know how I feel about taking H back. (If he ever wanted to come back)
Started crying when I thought about them having sex. Don't know if it's happened. Perhaps I am making a mountain out of a moehill but I began to wonder how I would feel if I knew they had. How could I ever be with him again. How awful.
I'm going to go and say some prayers to ask God to help me deal with this.
M:36 H:36 M 3 Y T 8 Y No kids Bomb 6/30/08 PA I filed 9/29/09 D final 1/22/2010
