"I beat up the whore because the b*tch has ruined other marriages before mine, slept with my H years ago, then wouldn't not leave him alone this time, and got away with all of it. She has hurt soooo many people and yet continues to do so without so much as an I'm sorry. She deserved EVERYTHING she got and then some, just sorry I did it WHERE I did it. He didn't console anyone, he ran like a coward. I did what I did because of what SHE did, it had NOTHING to do with H, nor was it for ANY reaction out of him."
This is going to get you in trouble over and over. Life is not fair and yes, she may have ruined other people's lives but who are you to take it upon yourself to go and beat her up the way you did. Let a higher authority take care of her, not you.
I am sure your H is not impressed that his wife busted into someone's home and beat up a woman. You may have felt betTer afterwards but look what it got you.
You have to seek some sort of help to deal with your emotions because you are also on probation, am I correct?
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19