I have missed you SPM. I have had some really dark days.

He also makes sexual references to me etc. I am Dbing my heart out except the bit about GAL. I am slooooooooowly creeping towards it. I think i am worried that I may become vulnerable to another mans interest when I know that , that is not want i want. i can understand that when I do little things fo me , then i feel good. My mood lifts. Also when I am upbeat in the shop, my customers feel better.

i have not taken the anti depressants.

Can you update me on your sitch. Have there been any improvements?