Thanks so much for your support, lovehimso! It really, really means so much. The house feels less haunted today, and I'm so grateful for that. I haven't contacted him, and I've made plans for my weekend so I'll be doing something rather than sulking around the house.
Now if I can just get my mind clear enough to deal with Saturday with some zen, I'll be satisfied.
I keep telling myself that I'm not going to pursue him even if it kills me. I never pursued him in the entire span of our relationship until about two or three years ago, so God knows that there has to be some validity to staying a little detached.
Game on, H! Game on.....
And many hugs for your sitch, lovehimso. I will be thinking of you when I sit down to pray tonight. *hugs*
