I have been mostly busy with work. I did get a 9-mile run in, but by now I think the endorphins are wearing off. My mood is changing once again to the sad side of things. Today I have been thinking about moving on a couple of times. Why do I torture myself with trying to hang on to this M? Doubts came into my mind whether I truly still love her. Or do I - as she feels and has told me several times - just like the comfort? Not sure if this is normal. I guess I am feeling just down right now. Well, tomorrow is another day and it looks I might be busy again tomorrow.
AN
M43 W45, M17 S9 D6 Bomb: 11/11/08 EA: 10/26-12/31/08 ? Retrouvaille: 2/13-2/15/09 Healed, but still heading for D My situation
