Thank you so much for checking on me. I am always touched by the kindess shown to me here by people, including you.
I did get away from the boards some but I spent a lot of time reading in the MLC forum, too. I thught H might be in MLC when I first came here, then sort of dropped that notion, but I am leaning that way again.
Strangely, it gives me comfort and tonight is the first night since this whole nightmare started that I finally feel a little free. Not saying I have suddenly achieve detachment. Just feel a little free. Something about the notion of it being MLC has allowed me to set myself free from the idea that I must save H, or that I even can save him for that matter.
I hope this feeling lasts and grows. Think it will ebb and flow a bit, but I am going to enjot it tonight.
Thanks again. Been keeping current on your thread. Sorry I have not posted to you in a while.
