NW, It does surprise me just how this process works in steps and stages...and how I continue to find out more about myself every day. My attitude changes, my faith in myself increases - and my thoughts about my wife become more and more about compassion for her pain - and less about me or us.
It does look like I'll be here in LA this weekend...suddenly have a lot of work due early next week - so I'll have to work through the weekend - but I'm planning on making the most of it - seeing some friends on Saturday - and playing some soccer on Sunday...I'm also going to get a small Christmas tree - so that my sons and I can celebrate it together before my S11 and I leave for our trip to Ohio. I really want to have the moment of watching my baby boy unwrap his presents...and so we'll do it as a small family...just the three of us...but full of love...damn...I just made myself cry...
