Thanks all. Anyone who has been around for any length of time will know how hard I've fought and against everyone's best advice I continued to hold onto the rope. I know I should have listened a long time ago but I didn't and nothing will change that now.

I will get through this as I have all that has come before.

WDID I have been in counseling about this for about 10 months and she will be overjoyed I'm sure.

I do so wish things could have been different for me, but they aren't and that is something I will have to work on accepting.

I'll still be around,like some of the others, I'm not ready to move to the party that is surviving...maybe someday.

Thanks again.

Last edited by Sugar and Spice; 12/04/08 10:56 PM.
M:39
H:39
K:S14;D8
T:22yr
M:15yrs
S:12/28/07 EA/PA
3/14/08 OW preg
11/17/08 born
12/12/08 his
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Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option