Sunshine, as usual you're full of wisdom. I'm trying not to assume anything from the change in H's behaviour- most likely it's nothing but we'll see. I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. I've been watching you and how you've handled it and I know it's been hard, but you've been amazing. I hope that if my sitch ever came to it I'd deal with it as well.
H sent me a longish e-mail today telling me about his night out yesterday with work and describing what he ate, asking me about how I was getting on with a quiz he sent me and telling me he's travelling with work tomorrow. He then sent a second e-mail with some supportive and encouraging words about applying for new jobs. If I didn't know better I'd think it was 2 years ago and we were happily M from the way the second e-mail read. Ho hum. We'll see how things go next week at the conference.
I had a brief conversation with CEO this afternoon. When I called he answered with a gruff hello. Then, after I'd said it was me (Hi, it's me), he said hello again in such a soft and sweet way and sounded so happy to hear from me. Makes the butterflies beat. *sigh*. He sounded sad when we talked- I don't think the fundraising is going that well from reading between the lines, but I guess never say never.
In other news, I had a lovely day today not being at work, but visiting my friends at my old place of work. They are SO great.