I WILL go on battling against bitterness, as it is something I don't want in my life.Hopefully as you said Naej, in time it will pass !
I don't talk to friends about H coming back, but I do feel that if I tell them about a positive interaction, then they assume I have renewed hope. It no longer works like that for me, I am happy for the positive interactions and they may mean we are moving forward as good as we can, it may even bring some sort of friendship, who knows, but I no longer think ONE good interaction will bring H back !
The holidays are hard, I agree ! I want that warm happy family feeling, I miss that. BUT, I will do my best to MAKE that all by myself with the kids !
Oh well, time to go to sleep as I am exhausted from all the criticism today. (not on the board by the way, just here at home)
I AM strong, I CAN do this, I WILL be happy ! xxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
