They have helped, yes, they are full of a lot of information. I also have a sense of peace. I spoke w/ H this morning, he is very stressed about his job and has been sick for almost a month. I asked how he was feeling, and told him that if he needed anything to please let me know. He said he would.
His b-day is coming up. I would like to just send a card w/ a Starbucks gift certificate in it, little note saying I know how hard he is working, and the caffeine might help. Do you think that would be okay?
I would really like it if he views me as a safe person, safe to talk to, safe to be with, not to feel any pressure. I know, in light of some of the panic I have had in the past, it will take some time to get there. But now that I have some knowledge of what is going on, I feel pretty confident that I can do that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
